Ramadhan Mubarak

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alhamdulillah we are entering Ramadhan this day. Ramadhan Mubarak everyone..!!
Don't forget to fill your Ramadhan with good deeds.

I remember my Ramadhan a year ago. When my daughter was still in my womb. Masha' Allah, it was the best Ramadhan i ever had, alhamdulillah.
And i also tried to did i'tikaf in masjid with sisters. Sooo many lesson in that time. One of the sister can read Qur'an more than 3 juz per day. For me, it's so cool (lol)

And this Ramadhan, honestly i haven't prepare the activities yet. Well, this month is also my first month to go back to ma3had and learning arabic again. Unfortunately i forget most of the vocabularies, hufff... It's heavy to learn language, we have to practice and use it everyday, if we don't do it, we will forget that language.

And in this month, i'm also waiting the scholarship announcement from Al Madinah International University. If they accept me and don't allow me to learn in ma3had maybe i will choose to have a break in ma3had for the second time and continue to learn at that university.
I take Qur'an science for my major because of the hope to get closer to Qur'an. I have to insist myself though!!!!

But how if they don't accept me..??
Hmm... yah don't worry, i will finished my study at ma3had and then try to apply the scholarship next semester, lol..

Ok then, enough for the story, now i want to write a draft about my Ramadhan activity. May Allah bless us, the muslims, Aamiin..

Futur

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It's almost a month i didn't write in my blog. Not really busy though, just a bit futur with daily schedule (yalla)..

Well i'm still doing the same activities, being wife and mother, teaching (with more students now), running small business. I really like to be busy although in fact i'm not that busy (lol)

My husband also gives me a new target, i should be an arabic translator and arabic lecturer at least for my ma3had. I was like, wot??
This is too difficult for me, or maybe because i still in my view as a student. Khair insha Allah hubby, i'll do my best insha Allah..

احرص علي ما ينفعك

Daily Schedule

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alhamdulillaah i just finished my new schedule, only for tomorrow. And tomorrow i will make a new schedule for the day after that, إن شاء الله

I'm so excited to make some new rules in my daily activity. And I imagine, my life will be better with this new schedule. I will know what to do next and prepare for it. And also i will have enough time to study and of course with the schedule i will know what will i learn.

Learning english, arabic, writing, spend time with daughter and husband, teaching, there are so many tasks for me. I should make a schedule to get a better progress in my study also to have a time quality with my family.

Progress, progress, progress..
I might be facing some difficulties in this new behaviour. Just remember الإخلاص و المجاهدة و التوكل

Negeri 5 Menara

Bismillaah Ar Rahmaan Ar Raheem

"Negeri 5 Menara" another excellent book to read. I like the spirit inside this book. How to keep our dream and never give up with that dreams. And also the spirit to always learn, anywhere anytime for the sake of Allaah. Study is not for searching job nor to get a tittle nor to look good in front of people, only the sake of Allaah.

Masha' Allaah..

The spirit of ikhlas, hard work and tawakkal..

I will try to remember this always

Seize Your Life

Bismillaah Ar Rahmaan Ar-Raheem

SEIZE YOUR LIFE

Wow, this sentence really effect me. I want to make my life better for each day. Even i start this with small things. Start to read more english articles, make a mark at some sentences that i don't understand or at some words that i don't know that meaning. And now trying to write in English. Sometimes i think, i'm doing something stupid. This will make me ashamed. I will look like a fool woman with many mistakes in grammar and structure.

Well, calm down.
It's okay to make a mistake. I'm not an english native speaker, at least i'm doing something to practice and to keep learning.
For now,i should start to prepare a humble heart to make an announcement that i'm not an expert in this major. And doing extra miles. Read more, write more, learn more... Ma3akin najah myself :)

Morning

Bismillaah Ar Rahmaan Ar Raheem

9baa7ol 5ayr everyone..

In the morning, people start their activity. Some of Indonesian get up so early, to go to the market or go to the office or for most Indonesia women they get up early to clean their house.

For me, the most important thing in the morning is how i get up. If i get up earlier or just at my schedule, i feel soo much spirit inside. But if i get up late, i feel so weak, don't know what to do in the rest of that day.

Wal7amdulillaah, today i get up at my schedule and insha Allaah ready to do what i must to do. And insha Allaah i will make my life better in day after day (bi izni Allaah).. So, Good Morning everyone *smile*

Me and English

Bismillaah Ar Rahmaan Ar Raheem

Alhamdulillaah after moved from one blog to another blog. I finally decided to make a new blog in blogspot. Again i confused to decide the purpose of this blog and finally think that maybe this blog will help me to learn islam in english, well i can say islam and english.

It's been a long time when the first time i learned english, in my 5th grade elementary school or about 12 years ago. And today i still find myself facing soo much trouble in english. I still can't speak in english fluently.

It's all because i never use english in my daily conversation nor my daily article. So today (bismillaah ar rahmaan ar raheem), i try to write something in english, and insha Allaah will try to write in english again.

For sisters who read this blog, i really appreciate some helps in this learning.
Alhamdulillaah, i really hope this blog will give me (and us) some advantages..

Aameen