Ramadhan Mubarak (again)

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem

Alhamdulillah another Ramadhan, i am entering in.

Alhamdulillah passed all my exams.

Alhamdulillah graduated from ma3had

Alhamdulillah doing something new

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah

Thanks to my uncle & my grandmother

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Talk about tasks. 90% of my tasks need a computer writing, esp my tasks from MEDIU. I used to use my husband's PC and notebook, or sometimes my father inlaw notebook, or sometimes my sister in law notebook.

I have a notebook, my old one notebook. I really love it btw, but its broken right now. That notebook is given from my uncle, he bought it in secondhand condition, that's why it broke so easily. I have so many memories with it, my memories when i still studied at Gadjah Mada University.

My old notebook Dell Latitude C400

Because i use different PC and laptop, my data is everywhere. And also, sometimes i have to wait others to use the PC/notebook.
I was waiting too long to buy a new notebook. And finally (qadarullah), i can buy it with my grandmother's help.

And here it is, wal7amdulillah^^

ThinkPad Edge

فَبِأَيِّ آلَاء رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ

*may Allah make a good way for me with this notebook

Between Question and Statement

Bismillah Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Raheem

Was have a little problem in English. I was teaching my student, and we suddenly found rarely question and it was a bit confusing.

It was about question and statement

For example :
Question : Where is your house?
Statement : I don't know where your house is

Aaah.. It was solved, alhamdulillah. Thanks to my husband for his good solution. ^^
So now i know, how to put the to be between question and statement.

Exam, roller coaster, and still willing to hope!

Bismillah Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Raheem

Being so busy with exam thingy. Exam in Imarat and Exam in MEDIU. It may takes a month to complete all this exams (or maybe less than a month).



Puff, my feeling is kinda unwell. Not really know what is happen. Just like wanna cry :p Oh dear, big girl!
I don't know what is hapeen around me, it may be sumthin or even nothing happen. Only a feeling that goes like a roller coaster.
And suddenly, i remember a friend from my past. Are you ok, there? Is something happen to you?

Huff.. Ok then, leave that feeling!
Talk about busy with exam. I have so many things to do. And the things stuck on me! Erkss..
Wanna pack a niqab and gloves for my lovely sister in Samarinda, and have to send an abaya payment to lovely "mother" in Lembang, also have to send books for friend in Jakarta. What else?? Aaah.. Search and print MEDIU scholarship information for akhawaat in Imarat. I haven't do it yet! Exaaaaam!

Exam isn't over yet. At least 'till mid of May. After that, 3 months to go to graduate from Imarat, insha' Allah. And really feel free to do anything new. Another better day, i hope.


So, i leave this writing with my roller coaster feeling, a dizziness of thinking, and huge hope.
Ya Allah, help me

ta3ebtu

Bismillaah Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Raheem

It isn't about compliment. It is about complaint. lol
Being so tired this several days. Tired to think, tired to move.
I push myself too hard. I push my brain to think too much.
Learning isn't to be mumtaza, and absolutely not to get higher rank!

Ta3ebtu wa sa2imtu takaalifal hayaa
I know the cause. It's because, my heart is wanting something else.
The niya isn't pure anymore.
If I do anything for the sake of Allaah, this won't be like this.

Pufffffffff.. so tired. Ya Rabb..

All praises to Allah

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Alhamdulillah, walhamdulillah walhamdulillah.

Nothing to say for today, except alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah. Alhamdulillah i passed my test. Insha' Allah i will go back to ma3had this Monday. Can't wait to study there again. But yeah, i'm thinking 'about Wafa, my daughter. I think it's impossible to take her to Ma3had. The distance just too far away. But also it's so heavy to leave her at home with my mom. I just can't imagine to pass the day without her. I love her, so much. Wanna be with her in everytime i have. May Allah guide me to the right feeling of mom's love.

This semester will be my last semester insha' Allah. Since Feb 2008, finally i will finished my lesson. It's a long journey though.
It's a bit boring to always take undergraduate program and never finished it. lol
I took Accounting program and ended until diploma grade, i took Arabic program with no title, and now i'm taking Qur'an Science program and still struggle with it. A bit tired, pheew..
One of my friends said, i should feel happy for it. At least, i still doing something good for me and others. I'm busy with something good and not waste my time in something useless. Alhamdulillah.Talk about lesson, btw. I realized that i rarely use my Arabic since take a break from Ma3had. I also didn't practice my English. So, what did i do? dang..!!
One of my friends came here, came to this blog i mean. She also invite me to join to the sister blogger. The group of sister that writing in blogger. I feel like woot?
I do write in my blog just to practice in English. To share my sentences that i know so many mistakes inside :p
For the first time, i didn't want to share this blog to others. But then i realized, i do must share it to sister overseas. Just to ask their help to correct me.
Puff, so many homework for me. Learn, learn, learn. Study, study, study. Practice, practice, practice, and enjoy my progress insha' Allah

To do list for Tuesday Febr 1st 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alhamdulillah, our first day on February
To do list for today (exclude the routine) :
- Read قراءة المستوى الثالث
- Write new vocabularies from قراءة المستوى الثالث
write it twice (on paper and on blog, copy to FB)
- Go to التربية
- juz 30 --> مراجعة
- Give mark on 'Ai (arabic student)'s exam