Bismillaah Ar-Rahmaan Ar-Raheem
It isn't about compliment. It is about complaint. lol
Being so tired this several days. Tired to think, tired to move.
I push myself too hard. I push my brain to think too much.
Learning isn't to be mumtaza, and absolutely not to get higher rank!
Ta3ebtu wa sa2imtu takaalifal hayaa
I know the cause. It's because, my heart is wanting something else.
The niya isn't pure anymore.
If I do anything for the sake of Allaah, this won't be like this.
Pufffffffff.. so tired. Ya Rabb..
